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Artist // Hobbyist // Digital Art
  • Sep 16
  • United States
  • Deviant for 9 years
  • She / Her
My Bio

Favourite Movies
Searching, Crazy Rich Asians, Mulan, Beauty and the Beast (1991), Beauty and the Beast (2017), Lion King, Lion King 2, Spirited Away, Totoro
Favourite TV Shows
Grey's Anatomy, Riverdale (more of S1), The Vampire Diaries, Voltron, Once Upon A Time, Descendants of the Sun (DOTS), W, My ID is Gangnam Beauty, 100 Days My Prince, Scarlet Heart,
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
BTS, EXO, NU'EST, NCT (all of them!!!), Stray Kids, Big Bang, Blackpink, Red Velvet, Got7, Jackson Wang, Jay Park, Lay, Luhan, Noo Phước Thịnh, Sơn Tùng M-TP, Alec Benjamin, NF, Drake, The Weeknd, Travis Scott,
Favourite Books
How To Kill A Mockingbird, War And Peace (currently reading and in love with), Starry River of the Sky, Dumpling Days, Where the Mountain Meets the Moon
Favourite Writers
Grace Lin, Rick Riordan
Favourite Games
Legend of Zelda, Bendy and the Ink Machine (BAITM), Mystic Messenger, Game of Dice, League of Legends (LoL), Overwatch (OW)

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Hey ho and thank you for the watch c:
Also I'm really sorry about these feelings you've been having from that journal you posted a while back hh, I hope that things have gotten better for you and that you're okay ;0; It's hard to feel worth something when there are so many people who seem so great at everything, but you shouldn't have to compare yourself with others! You're perfectly fine the way you are, and if you tried to be someone else then it just wouldn't be you. So even if you are anti-social and nervous, that isn't necessarily a bad thing because those are just what kinda make you who you are. Your English isn't at all bad in my opinion, either! I couldn't tell that it's your second language even if I am a native English speaker aa
I'm glad that you didn't kill yourself ;0; I don't really know you but I can say for sure that you seem like a good person and I'm certain you've affected more people than you think's lives in a positive way. No matter who you are, it wouldn't be the same without you. 
i was meaning to type back but i guess my mind had other thoughts but thank you for your concern!! I wishi things had gotten better but I think things got a lot worse now ;_; I wish it could undo and go back to where it wasn't so bad like right now !! also aaa thank you for your words <333 i really don't know what to say ;V; 
aa just don't be too hard on yourself jfdslkjfds
That's a really hard thing to do but once in a while I think it's nice to take a break or cut some slack on things if you can! Or at least take care of yourself in any way possible, and I think it's nice sometimes to take time of to do things you like instead of forcing yourself to do things you don't like to do hh
Just remember you always don't have to force yourself to do things and that it's always good to ask for help when you need it! No one's gonna judge you for it since a lot of people need the same help, and even if your parents are really unsupportive and you feel like there's no one you can talk to there still are people willing to help! And even if you doubt yourself I think that you're perfectly fine the way you are, and that you shouldn't change yourself to conform to societal expectation or to suit others. Then you wouldn't be yourself! I think it's also okay to regret things you have done but ultimately the things you regret having done have made you into someone who knows more ;0; And every day you live through gets you closer to better things that will happen in the future, even if it doesn't seem like it! 
Take care of yourself aa
<33 thank you for your kind words and I will take care of myself!! I'm working on my mental health atm so I can sort of fix my health for the time being!! <3
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